Lovelorn Lolita

Well, it's been a while since I've written anything here, quite amazing.

Anyway, a lot has happened. Back in November, Youmacon was AMAZING. I loved it <3



Anyway, my younger sister caused a lot of trouble (the cutter) and in the long run she was arrested for assault and taken to rehab (she's been using Meth for a while it turns out. She's only 15, almost 16). Unfortunately, they moved her from the hospital to Day Break and they had a broke (boarded up) window that she took the boards off and jumped out of the window and ran. So now we don't know where she is again.

She also stole 700 dollars plus worth of things from me and sold them at a pawn shop for 100 dollars v__v I'm very disappointed in her. She was supposed to call me and apologize as well, but she never did, so that says to me that there was no part of her that felt sorry for doing it.

Anyway. Hopefully I'm moving to Idaho soon~ With my mom for a while if she gets this job there. Then hopefully later Syan will be ready to move later in the year x3 *hopes* And then I'll live in Boise~

I haven't been drawing much, but I'll work on more soon. I just got my art table from my grandmother.

Oh, my Mama (greatgrandmother) fell ill not too long ago. Double pneumonia. That was stressful. She had two heart attacks but she's still living and slowly, hopefully getting better. She's nearing her 80's but I still fear losing her because I'm so close to her. It's going to be extremely hard on me when she does pass.

Hmmm, I'm not sure what else to say~ Life is a bit slow right now. I'm going to try to sell some lolita things~ <3

YoumaCon Journey

OMG xD haha. I'm on my way to Flint Michigan to meet up with [u=bd84] for YoumaCon, so I'm sitting in the Seattle Airport right now (I live in Spokane, WA btw--5 hour drive to Seattle, 1 hour flight to Seattle). I have about an hour before I get on this next flight and then it's a 4 hour flight to Detroit MI before I have a 4 hour wait in the airport and then I leave to go to Flint MI (an hour flight) at 9 am xD I get there at 10 am.

Keep in mind... I left Spokane at 6'30 PM xD The flight is a total of 12 hrs and 24 mins or so. *flop*

I'm gonna have fun though. Really. I'm just scared shitless of heights xD I nearly had a panic attack when we took off and I was white knuckling the seat before me when we landed xD;; *baby* The night city lights here are beautiful though. I liked looking out the window. LOL who knows why since I'm scared of heights.

Hmmm... I suppose I could say this <3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE <3 <3 <3 Owl's turned 20 today (Halloween) and I almost missed it all--thank god there's interweb at the airport haha! I love you hunny <3 *KISS*

This might be my last update until the 7th. I don't know if there's net at this hotel we're staying at xD I'm so tired. I wish I could sleep xD Baii baii! <3

30 Hours +

Omg, so... I've been up for over 30 hours now. I'm going to bed now. For once--this wasn't my insomnia at least. Instead, I had a friend over and we hung out all night--and I mean ALL NIGHT--I tried to nap at like... 11am but then her mother called for us to help set up for the Halloween party we had tonight so I ended up staying up. All day and now it's 9:30 pm xD; I feel like a zombie.

Anyway, the party was fun--we got to watch 1408 and play PIU (Pump It Up) and stuff. There was ping pong and fear factor xD Lol. it was the best part I think xD Just because I got to take pictures. Mmm, anyway--I dunno. Lol

Just a few more days before I leave for Michigan to attend Youmacon! AND it turns out I'll more than likely be going to another convention in May next year (2008). I'm pretty excited--I couldn't think of what I wanted for Christmas, so I told my mom to tell the family I just wanted money for the plane and hotel--so I could spend the next months saving for spending money and to get ready to move out. I don't know if I'll be going alone or not yet. We'll see.

Oh and the con in May is A-Kon in Dallas, TX. My friend wanted to come with me--though we don't know if she'll be able to go due to High School finals being like.. the day after xD I'm not sure who I'll cosplay yet. I'll have to think up something affordable heheh, for those who read, recommendations are welcome! I'm going as Radical Edward from Cowboy Bebop this year at Youmacon. I'm gonna be COLD <3 xD LOL oh well.

Uhh, I dunno what more to say. I feel brain dead. *zombieeeeeee*

Oh. I have more to rant about--but I'll do that when I'm alive again. I don't feel like thinking it all out right now. Lol.

Loves ya all <3

Radical Edward In The Making!

ALMOST THERE! I just have the hair colour left to do :3 Woohoo! I'm SO FUCKING EXCITED XD I'm just so happy to go on a trip--get away from here and stuff :3 weeeeeee and have fun with new people!

I dunno what more to say :3 I'll post more stuff later with my full cosplay <3

Babeh!

YAY xD My sister, Chelsea, had her baby October 13, 2007 at 5:29pm! She went into labor the night before at 7:30pm xP Poor her <3 They now have a beautiful baby boy named Vincent Lucias Chandler. I'm sick still, but thanks to masks at the hospital, I got to hold him <3

I want a babeh. Hells I want my lover here too xD; But I don't have that now do I? Oh well. Mmm, it's just lonely here. Haha. Hopefully I'll be babysitting the kid a lot for a job and it won't be so lonely. My friends here either have school of abandoned me xD; and my stepsisters drive me insane xP I can't take living here much longer. Once I get back from my trip I'm getting a job and getting on with life.

Anyway, sicky should be asleep. It's 4 am but I'm not tired because I sleep for 12 or more hours on sleeping cold meds xD;; fuuu

Sick xP

Oh man, I'm getting soo sick again xP Figures. My throat is sore and a little swollen, and I have a nasal drip xP so gross. I feel like I could drown in my snot. It's worse if I lay down. My jaw is kinda stiff, and it hurts to yawn ;__; Dammiiittt *goes and dies*

Well, I guess I'll see if I have the mind for drawing today. I might just sleep xD; I dunno yet. Sleeping is less painful. Haha

<3

GRARH XD

OMG OCD SUCKS.

Fuuu xD I'm tired but my brain doesn't want to sleep yet. It WON'T SHUT UP. xP *dies*

I dunno what to talk about. I was thinking about homecoming (went to it Saturday) and how it was fun, and how I was more than likely going to Prom as well unless for some reason I wasn't around the area at the time. We'll see how things go, but I wouldn't be surprised if I'm still here xD I don't know when I'll ever leave.

Then I thought about random things about prom, and then I wanted to draw, but I don't really want to. xP I'd just get frustrated. AND THERE'S THIS BUG DRIVING ME INSANE. He's after my liiiighhhttttt. It's MINE dammit. MINE <3 :p

Uhh I dunno what more to say. <3 I'm gonna try to make my brain shut up so I can sleep <3