Bummer!

Bah, everyone's moving away. My best friend ish moving to like, Texas--maybe NY. I wish I could just go with her, but she's goin' with a friend. I don't blame her for getting away. I hope there's better things for her over there. I really do. My life is pretty boring compared to hers.

I might have found a job. I need to go over soon. I wanted something in town, but across the street from where I live wouldn't be so bad. Would be really nice really. So I'm gonna give it a shot. It's an Arby's so at least it's good food. I love their sandwiches. I need to walk over there or something. Dammit xD It's hot out. Maybe mom will drive me over tonight.

Hmm. I dunno what more to say. I'm gonna see people around this week. I have a dentist appt Monday. Yuck xD

Oh I know what I wanted to say. There's no food here xP We just had 7 people in this house and there's nothing to eat anymore. We didn't have much to start with. Mom didn't bring home food either. I'm so bloody hungry, but I guess I'm just going to ignore it and pretend I had something good to eat xD; I know it's not good for me, but we don't have money, and I've been having trouble getting a job, and can you imagine that mom doesn't really give a shit? She just tells me I'm not trying hard enough. I'm just some fucked up perverted failure to her, and I'm just. rawr. I don't even want to get started on that.

I hate how heavy I am, but man.... This isn't a way to lose weight. I think I've lost 10 lbs. I'm not eating a lot and I'm playing DDR a lot. It's probably not a good combo. Whenever I almost throw up, I can taste the bile. It's nasty. I get heartburn all the time. This all sucks. xP

Whatever. I'll get a job and get my own damn food. I need to get my license too. Then I could drive a bit. Egh, whatever. Thinking about it is only making me hungrier. I'm gonna go work on commissions now <3